Joanne..

At times, I wondered to myself..

What is it like, if your still around?
You dream of being a stewardess, I'm absolutely sure you have become one. And I would have to pick you from the airport in weird hours.
Strawberry smoothie? haha You won't be able to resist them..
Swimming or busking in the sun? Maybe I won't be complaining I'm skinny and the bad body shape if your around. I still remember our Sunday noon routine.


You have given me lots of sweet memories, you were my first love. But the way god have chosen to take you away from me was so cruel. You were so young, you look forward to the future.. grumbles at me for not planning ahead, I miss your nagging..
Until today, I still bear a slight grudge against him.
None of my relationships last.. Maybe I was too demanding, I'm asking too much from them, or I'm just simply looking for another you. Or it could be Gods punishment, envy.. Your too perfect..

Time pass by so fast, 8yrs went pass me in a wink. But the gorgeous look of yours never seem to fade away from my memories. The way you sign off every time u page or call me.. thou silly, but I really miss it. Got a call from your Dad on Christmas morning, they are coping well in Australia. Stan graduated, he might be flying over before CNY. The last time I met them was 5yrs ago, when I send them off at Changi. Looking forward to it..

Time flies...
Wherever you are, I know you will be doing well. And I promise to be the same.
My first blog of the year, dedicated to you..

JOANNE

You live in my heart forever.