Hmm.. What am I like?

Me..
I am not always the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see.
I have another dark side of aggression and stubborn, sometimes I can be so depress and unstable. Up and down I am like trying to balance myself most of the time.
Analkin Skywalker?
(Dun worry I am still the type of person you want to be with)

To many people, I am a friendly guy and always smile even when I am mad or upset, to keep everything intact and going.
Alicia once commented,
"When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him"

Sometimes listening to conflicts and arguement has become an hobby, i admired them with fascination. As I will wait and choose to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. I am lazy by nature, thou they always say when I work, I work like crazy. After a tired day, I like to sit still and be alone or read quietly. I like to be in my own world. .

There is always something in me that I will not allow totally conformity to take me over. A straight forward , no nonsense person, I tend to be careful and delicate in details. I would prefer spenting extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later.
I hates people who boost, or exaggerate. (reminds me of someone who I will be working with soon)

Lover..
I don't not like over dressed woman or anyone who make herself a center of an attention. I like to treat her gently. I know how to be romantic, but at times I can hardly understand the emotion of the one I love. Sometimes I may not even know when I makes her unhappy, how I upset you or even I said something wrong etc.

I prefer a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and pretty woman, thou a not so pretty girl with no brian is a big no no... hahah
I only get a girlfriend by getting to know her like a friend first, not once have I try walking up to a lady asking for her number.. (yar, even when I drool at her)

Conclusion..
I have different mood, understand my different mood. I am a private person, so when I need to be alone better let me be..
haha

A brand New Year

Hendrick in the house! hahah

Can't believe I'm blogging.. But it could be a good place to pen down everything and sort out my thoughts.
I used to whine at friends about blogging.. I enjoy reading, but not typing and writing as thou the monthly essay writing etc aren't enough..
Guess I have too much spare time for now.. no no, sorting out of thoughts! haha

And CX, sorry! I'm not using Xanga! Too much problems during loading..
But I promised to mention to all that your one of the inspiring architects to Gospel of Hendrick.. (but hey.. wad did you do sia..)
Credits to ZW and Sophie for enduring my nonsence in starting the blog..
(I would have wanted www.hendrick.blogspot.com -> Taken or www.hendricks.blogspot.com -> Taken)

Darn!


Christmas, Boxing Day, New Years Day.. lotsa gatherings! blah blah..
I always love this part of the year.
So heres the update! thou kinda late..



JOHN's New cup holder
- End of Year Gathering -

Thou this is like any other gathering, but this Brit deserves my respect and special mention. Met with a accident, out for a few months..
Had a BBQ session with Jason as the main sponsor at BayShore(John's apartment) Hope your leg will heal soon, so at least you can make your way back during CNY.
And I got my St James' Park Puzzle!

Dominic & Deanna

Wedding bells! Druce's sista got married!
Lovely couple, great wedding at Chjimes.
Best wishes..
And yar, will get the pics uploaded soon..

'CHRISTMAS' eve..

My unreliable O2 failed on me again.. And on a Christmas eve!
wth..
Luckily I have concierge svc from Raffles to fall back onto..

Brought a bunch of clubbers to a bar.. Big mistake! But hey, no one is gonna bring me out clubbing.. I'm a bloody retiree!
Nowadays, I only have time for chill outs in pubs & bars, for my pint of Kikenny..

New Years Eve...

Skip all the count-downs, threw away the invitation tickets avoided the crowd and went to IRC at Parklane.. Played few hours of Company of Heroes until Cyril joined me later. Saw lotsa Bangalas taking the long walk (wif their annoying whistles) down towards Dhoby area from Upper Serangoon Rd, totally chaotic! haha

Saw Ben aka Snake the former boss of OD, and he join in the cheering.
Crap piece of shit he is..
Met Syl later at 401, chat till morning.

JASMINE

Happy Birthday Ger!

Nice Turkish Restaurant, JL had helluva time with the chef and his Ice-cream.. hahaha
Next gathering gotta be for Mel, leaving for U.WAust There goes the IT guru..
shitx..

Joanne..

At times, I wondered to myself..

What is it like, if your still around?
You dream of being a stewardess, I'm absolutely sure you have become one. And I would have to pick you from the airport in weird hours.
Strawberry smoothie? haha You won't be able to resist them..
Swimming or busking in the sun? Maybe I won't be complaining I'm skinny and the bad body shape if your around. I still remember our Sunday noon routine.


You have given me lots of sweet memories, you were my first love. But the way god have chosen to take you away from me was so cruel. You were so young, you look forward to the future.. grumbles at me for not planning ahead, I miss your nagging..
Until today, I still bear a slight grudge against him.
None of my relationships last.. Maybe I was too demanding, I'm asking too much from them, or I'm just simply looking for another you. Or it could be Gods punishment, envy.. Your too perfect..

Time pass by so fast, 8yrs went pass me in a wink. But the gorgeous look of yours never seem to fade away from my memories. The way you sign off every time u page or call me.. thou silly, but I really miss it. Got a call from your Dad on Christmas morning, they are coping well in Australia. Stan graduated, he might be flying over before CNY. The last time I met them was 5yrs ago, when I send them off at Changi. Looking forward to it..

Time flies...
Wherever you are, I know you will be doing well. And I promise to be the same.
My first blog of the year, dedicated to you..

JOANNE

You live in my heart forever.